I miss you Steven! / Carrie (Friend) Precious Steven! I miss you so much today. I keep thinking that if you were here you would be celebrating your 23rd birthday next week. Your family is amazing Steven. They have been such a gift to me, they have really helped me through this. I still miss you but I am seeing the happy side of you again instead of the images that I have cemented from that night. I can't wait to go back to Oregon so that I can come visit you and meet your family. We will never forget you Steven. No matter how much time goes by you will forever missed by everyone that knows you, especially your family. I will do everything I can to help them forever. I hope you are more comfortable now in heaven. I can't wait to see to see you once again one day in heaven. Steven, we remember the happy go lucky guy that loved life and loved his family. I wish I could go back and change that night. I wish I could have changed the outcome. I still feel guilty and responsibility despite knowing that there was nothing else I could have done. I miss you and I wish I could have been there with you that night to change what happened. Nonetheless I love you and miss you tons Steven! |